If today be the last day in this body what I would like to say is,
To slow down into your heart
To listen with openness as moments rise
Make a friend
Sit with a willow tree or a sycamore
Wash your eyes with ocean waves
Dance with sunrise
Love your feet, the smile on your face, the ache of breaking inside, love them all.
Learn and forget, accept and forgive
Humanity is full of wonders, heartbreaks, aloneness, ecstasy and trill of meeting the mystery behind each face.
If this moment is all I ever remember of my human body
I say, kiss my skin the beloved sun,
Embrace me the orange colour of sky
I say, I should have loved more,
Care less about my thoughts and action plans.
I should have give away more of my abundance and priviligaes
Back to life, to Earth, to light.
I should have spend more time not doing.
Today could be my last day between timelines, stories and aloneness with God.
Today, my tears are not rooted in fear or lack, just gratitude and love for all.
Today, I am alone and not alone.
I have arrived and not there yet.
Today, the knower is sleep and awake is a fool walking bare into unknown.
I can erase all lines from my face, body and even soul.
What is impossible to erase, to forget is the love I fell into within my heart.
How far I travelled to fall in this love.
Love of emptiness
Inside borders of form,
Love and joy of my maker
Touching my existence.
Yes today, I can die peacefully.
I created all, I lived and loved it all.
I can stop now
And bow to a new dawn.
🔯Written on the day I had no money and no place to sleep in Brighton.
Those days broke the last borders of human self, through vulnerability and surrender.
Final stage of white death,
passing the desert of Ego,
earth bonds through flesh…
I know now,
I am free,
I am everything, I experience. 🔯