Surrendering

Real surrendering is a full heart offering of what feels like a valuable, belonging, even fear and suffering can be masked by mind to hold on illusion Perhaps safety, comfort, relations, role we play, what we desire, even freedom This is the stage persona needs to dissolve in Truth. All layers of self need to…

July update- moving forward

Nothing is familiar inside this dream. Somehow they are jumps between what appears and what truly is here. I am sitting on this comfortable bed in my friend's home, reflecting at sunrise, while silence in my heart grows so strong, that no-thing else seems matter. I have never been here, in this delicious newness of…

Awakening, Truth & social media

Life is so vast. Always offering a new space to expand. I walked most of my life questioning my role and purpose here on earth. It was a time I believed others know more than me, about me, for me, beyond me. Hardship and aloneness make heart strong and faith, unbreakable. These days that our…

Mystic diary -tea or coffee

​From Mystic diary - Tea or coffee We awake to present moment and it feels it is gone or gets sour after an unpleasant taste of burnt toast or a hot tea. Something squeeze us from inside and there is nowhere to go and hide from the amonia smell in your nose, the ache in…

Stillness speaks

Summer is here, The old ‘I”, Would have made a list, Of all likes and dislikes, Would have chased the mirage Outside of her reach Till the end of her seasonal knowing. The “I” here, Is not What it was. She sits or walks, She moves within Unmeasured space. Some call it love, Others, living…

From a riddle to an apple

Riddle after riddle, Thread after thread, You untie The mystery, Magical life. Leave a silent apple In my open palms. Yet, without clear ears and eyes Darkness is the only hope Keeping the thieves away. Your dream grows In rose garden Away from the hostile guard, While, I jump up and down Happy to bite…

Pendulum

Pendulum dances Between two extremes. Freely back and forth In time. Before After, rhythm falls In still pond. No forcing No holding. Simply open To swing. Open to feel the new things Open To let go of the old ones. Embracing worth In everything. Swing Without holding time Without making sound. Resonance With the whole…