I died and life began.

My poems are written in spontenous moments of joy, agony, awareness, expansion. I do not edit or change them after birth. They carry the pure intention of loving all there is, in present. This is one of them, after a huge transformation, just returned to uk with no money and place to stay from San…

Adventure of Bali!

Last Friday I arrived Bali and almost everything went the other way!than my way. Plane landed at 12.30am and it took almost an hour to go through our visa. I got out and the driver I arranged prior wasn't there. After half an hour hanging around, booked another one and head to Ubud. When we…

Touch, fall in love with here!

Slow down, be here. Fall in love with here. With all of your feelings, resistance and hopes. You have tried everything to avoid being here. Feel what you feel and be okay with it. It is hard and sometime overwhelming when you feel helpless and alone. You want to be heard, accepted and helped. Start…

In cave of enlightenment

Hello friends, A new stage of observation, compassion and learning has been occurring since I have arrived in Tehran early Jan. And in combination with recent eclipse passage we just went through, some low emotional pattern and self loathe thoughts and behaviour came to light. I have felt completely alone in a void for days…

Knowing 

​It comes as a dead sharp knife Through the dark night veil The unknowing. Is it the death or twilight Lightening of pain inside my heart, Must reach even deeper beyond hurt, even silence. Where part of me is buried  Without a gravestone, How can I come back from this,  my heart asks, The answer…

Mystery of life

​In the world of magic, no-thing is real. All real things are dissolved and disappeared into stillness of the invisible world. Out of the mystery the Divine feminine rises, receptive, warm, gentle and strong, in her long black garment. The dark Goddess opens her soft red lips with a promise of a full life. Underneath…

November 2014

November is the month of clarity and focus on your Divine destiny. Face your fears and trust all coming moments of change and let go. A massive possibilities are opening up to souls that are ready to embrace their light legacy. For some of us, life was never about safety or comfort. We came to…