the Lullaby

On this day, I sit on a bench in Beloved’s Garden With a heart full of uncertainty. With eyes looking inside With Skilled hands passionate to create,  With a hidden song in my soul, waiting for her time To be heard. Knowing all sounds in this universe are monologues. On this day, I died many…

~The Remembrance

The Remembrance, 21st Sept 2008 At the rim of eternal longing The forgotten speech of life Changing phrases. This dark void has been the womb of all my creation, endless aloneness of my eyes into forever transformation of love’s horizons. I lost all human relations For the sake of a glance exchange with the immortal…

Earth, the holy fire ( podcast )

It has been couple of weeks of change and relocations, with no intention, heart seems moving deeper into birthing, creating in words, voice, perhaps new style in podcasts ...perhaps storytelling .. perhaps on heart pilgrimage, seeking God.. For today, another prose of adoration... https://open.spotify.com/episode/77rYue3aDmfobOQ9ddEWp4?si=6ae38d47373c4e8b

Pausing in love

Sometimes, we only can serve through emptiness, where silence holds life. Tears in my human eyes speak of a lifetime thirst to drink from the cup of Hieros Gamos! Today between taste of Turkish coffee, tears, magic of candle light and ache for freedom, I offer my breath to the Creator of all, to be…

I AM

​Our knowing of I AM is more inner reality that words we speak with. It is more simple acts on our daily walkabout than big gestures and grand events. I AM, shivers the heart so deeply than only eyes and our face could speak of such an intimate breathing between no-thing and everything. My Steps…

Rain and heart petals

​We sit silently in rain in wonder of its beauty and mystery, How it arrives and how magically it changes sky, lands, next door neighbor flower’s pot. How suddenly seagulls get quiet and how strangely pedestrians disappear. When wet leaves of tall trees dance with music of winds, how simply the beating of life Moves,…

Sandstorm

Universe expands through us, it brings all that are required for each soul to expand to her highest potential. It set things in motion, align stories and paths, create synchronicity and flow of events one after another to take us to our greatness. Some of the choices we have to make are really force of…